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picarto.tv/Lemmikkiapina ; it over now XD
Omg that was my first stream ever It was nice!! I finished a picture! And people were Nice and omg. Such success feels. Very encourage. Nice things. Wow. I might stREAM AGAIN I'll journal about it if & when I do ;u;
I'm actually planning to stream together with Gribby, as soon as we figure out how XD But like, we'd both be in the same stream & drawing like yee and have like, shared screen Cool right?! I hope we get that working soon XD
Omg that was my first stream ever It was nice!! I finished a picture! And people were Nice and omg. Such success feels. Very encourage. Nice things. Wow. I might stREAM AGAIN I'll journal about it if & when I do ;u;
I'm actually planning to stream together with Gribby, as soon as we figure out how XD But like, we'd both be in the same stream & drawing like yee and have like, shared screen Cool right?! I hope we get that working soon XD
NEWs
Bad news is, I still can't seem to get active in here
GOOD news is, that I've still been drawing!! Just... stuff that I don't feel like sharing much.... Ehhhh.
So yea. Let's hope I create smth worth showing at some point too
Slow
wow I can't even focus I wrote a big rant but deleted it because nahhhhh I better just gjhkfjhkfj
Anyways, I'm working on one of those OC meme thingies again, and trying not to care/stress about it too much and only do it for fun but yee it's hard
My internet is fuckity
And computer problems are annoyingly enough triggering to me (THIS IS NOT A JOKE 8DDDDDDDDD WOW A REAL IRL TRIGGERS OMG CAN U BELIEV) so I get panic & anxiety attacks any time I get any kind of error or fail message Lowkey I feel like opening up about triggers in general a bit here but I'll refrain. Just FUCK YOU :stare: all who've used the word "trigger" as a joke or meaning anything else but the real actual frikkin term for people with ptsd or other mental illnesses to describe their damn real af symptoms. I am salty and full of rage.
But SO YEA I'll try staying active anyways, despite my brain damage trying to get in the way of my cr
I'M DRAWING DON'T WORRY
MY DRAWING SPREE IS NOT!!! DEAD!!!!1 YET!!! Just slowed down a bit from life being hard, been having some stronger depression lately and some weird migraine + flu combination spree etc Trying hard to finish the next pic asap since I'm getting bored of it hngh I don't like working on the same drawing for long gjkhgjlhkfg Probs should work on overcoming that smh but for now i JUST GOTTA BLAST OUT DRAWINGS WHILE I STILL CAN to hopefully build up enough confidence to NOT just suddenly stop for 60 years AGAIN
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I WAS AT WORKS AND COULDN'T WATCH ;n;
You need to do one this weekend so I can stares at you while you draws <.<
You need to do one this weekend so I can stares at you while you draws <.<